Having your world perspective change IS a big deal. So it makes sense that it can all be overwhelming, confusing, or elusive. And it also makes sense that you might be looking for a place to sort these feelings or emotions or ideas out.
I've discovered that finding a place for these 'spirit' talks and metaphysical, cosmic-mystery-type things is difficult unless you already belong to or are part of some religious or spiritual seekers' club. But, a spiritual shift can happen to anyone, at any time, uniquely and specifically, in a way that doesn't always bring comfort and belonging. Initially, the spiritual shift can be alienating, and we can be left lost, wondering what might be wrong with us, or what might be wrong with everyone else.
And I get that. So I am here, for you, to help sort that all out.